when there is love, there is pain

People thought i am strong. Actually, I am just not strong 'enough' how am i suppose to handle all this pain by myself. I only want you in my life and not other guys. I'd do anything for you to make you come back if you would'nt think only fr yourself by not thinking about this. I didn't give pressure or stress to you man. I gave you everything but it wasn't enough to make you stay. You don't wish to think about this.

FML _l_ _l_

I'm handling all this alone. Can you please tell me all the truth eventhough it fuckin kill me. All you said is "í don't know'' and wanna run away to it EVERYTIME. I give in give in give in give in and give innnnnnnnnnnn and try not to put you much pressure. But fucked ! How and what am i suppose to do ?!?!!!!!!! Now, i choose to suffer here. Someway, somehow i still believe in us. I still believe. Tell me whats your plan as long as i know i am still with you and in your heart. All i want, all i need and all i love is only you dumbass ! FML millions times !!!!!!! :((

Can die.