ღ Shay Serena.

we'll pretend

2011-05-13T02:17:00.000+08:00

i got a job from jbp in retail. Yes, it was recommended by him though.

Solihin.

I'm done with my two days of training. It was all fine eventhough i don't talk alot. Oh well, retail..........again.

Will be starting in June. Whatever it is, i really need to earn $$ to pay my exceeding bill and gotta do some shopping. oohlalaaa~

it never was

2011-05-05T21:11:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, I feel a little jealous inside, imagining someone can please you more than me. I guess it’s just my insecurities acting up a bit, because I know I’m not the most beautiful, most fun, most smart or even the most exciting person you’ll ever meet.

beau

2011-04-29T00:37:00.012+08:00

hay, you guise.

i am back with a new skin. All thanks to Lynn fr the make over and also fr deletin somethin so memorable. bleaaargh~ hahaa

and....... ive been lettin this blog hang, again.

So far....
life so not good.

been searchin for jobs and it seems like luck isn't gettin in my way. Jbp called at the middle of the day, but i was busy sleepin.. Shall call them later in the morn~

like we used to

2011-03-20T23:49:00.007+08:00

I miss us and the times we shared together. Be it bad times, good times. And for now, whatever wanna happens, happens.

you'll always be a part of me. Take care, 'babylove'.

LET IT BE

we're running away from yesterday

2011-03-01T00:10:00.008+08:00

Let's be truthful.

I think about you every time but i've acknowledge that you are never going to come back because from the look of your pictures with your friends, you are so much happier.

As to why i stopped texting you or calling you because it's not going to work.

No matter how many tears i cry while i'm on the phone with you, it's not going to change a single fuck.

And i'm angry
I'm angry at you and i hope i'll be in your next nightmare.

dissapointed

2011-02-17T22:32:00.011+08:00

i distract myself by reading a book to not think of you. so i will just focus on the book instead of thinking a person who won't think of me. I read.... and i just find this quote kinda true to me.

"things change because waves, like feelings, don't stay the same. They both come and go, ebb and flow. This idea help her gain perspective on her feelings- it helps her to know that her sad feelings will change, and this helps her tolerate them for the time being."

it still remind me of you is it ? hahaa

i'll hang

2011-02-13T04:21:00.005+08:00

i realised, i can't shed a tears no more. I've had enough. Never ever met a heartless person like you.

Don't use me. I will be there if you need me. Or i might even not at all.

when there is love, there is pain

2011-02-06T01:52:00.009+08:00

People thought i am strong. Actually, I am just not strong 'enough' how am i suppose to handle all this pain by myself. I only want you in my life and not other guys. I'd do anything for you to make you come back if you would'nt think only fr yourself by not thinking about this. I didn't give pressure or stress to you man. I gave you everything but it wasn't enough to make you stay. You don't wish to think about this.

FML _l_ _l_

I'm handling all this alone. Can you please tell me all the truth eventhough it fuckin kill me. All you said is "í don't know'' and wanna run away to it EVERYTIME. I give in give in give in give in and give innnnnnnnnnnn and try not to put you much pressure. But fucked ! How and what am i suppose to do ?!?!!!!!!! Now, i choose to suffer here. Someway, somehow i still believe in us. I still believe. Tell me whats your plan as long as i know i am still with you and in your heart. All i want, all i need and all i love is only you dumbass ! FML millions times !!!!!!! :((

Can die.

if you were here

2010-02-22T22:32:00.007+08:00

have a goodnight world. before i go to sleep everyday, i will think of him. i remembered he slept beside me. i will wrap my arms around him and put my head on his shoulder, watching him snoring while asleep. how tired he was. i cried and i cried, after sometime, i fall asleep.. i miss spending my time with him. omg, im actually crying now god.

seventeen years

2010-02-21T23:29:00.004+08:00

yesterday, met up with my high sch mates to celebrate adrian's bday party which held at cck, Northvale condo. we had buffet, watch tv, cake, singing bday song, took pikchas, played seesaw.. miss hangin out with them. haha. late night, the rest plan to watch midnight movie at jp. we bused there and it took us so long to get in the cinema. hahhahaha inside story^^ :D we watched percy jackson and the lightning thief. i gave 5pops for tht :) logan lerman friggin hot pleaseee aaahh! ..

oh yesss! didn't know tht i actually got 200 bucks frm the sch till fird told me! awww STEAM~~ :D

make me calm

2010-02-17T23:11:00.007+08:00

Everyone is so caught up in their own heartache, they never stop to realize that other people feel things, too. We’re all so convinced that “nobody knows how I feel,” we don’t open our eyes wide enough. Overlooking the people that could help us, we go on with our lives, living in self-created prisons – prisons within our own minds.

yessssssss!! i've alrd bought the tix! :D

absence makes the heart grow fonder

2010-02-10T23:33:00.015+08:00

tday's a great day. we ate pizzas during lunch time same goes to ra and rb. after dig in, headed to science center, body world. saw different inner parts of a real human body. even animals. like horse, giraffe, octopus.. and horse balls so big like seriously. interestin though^^

walked around imm with ain and chloe. and yea one thing i learn from this bitchy sweetass girl, about love.. "absence makes the heart grows fonder" really moves me after i gave a deep thought to it. hahahhaha thnks hon! :D

everybody's changing

2010-02-05T21:03:00.010+08:00

yeayy! its the end of the week :D yeah this means i can slp like a buffalo tmr. been watching shinee 'hello baby' hehe all of them are so adorable to act like a dad. i just love watchin their reality shows/live performance. really makes my day :)

okay, by seeing this post, yknw ive got no idea to blog actually~

apenas lo odio cuando usted amor justo para hacerme celoso.

curls

2010-02-02T22:56:00.004+08:00

thanks alot to lynn,sista for accompany me to perm my hair which is now like friggin curly. yes, like mee maggee tom yam. laugh :X errr.. it takes 2hours to get my hair done but its a good thing cos is a young handsome guy tht do my hair!! hahahahah happy and shy all the way^^

cs test tday and it was average. tmr PE and i will be doin napfa with ain and chloe (: i fuckin hate ur petty attitude. just fuckin hate it whenever we meet, we fight. we shouldn't have met just now.. -.-'

year of us

2010-01-31T23:04:00.004+08:00

this gonna be a blast one fr the first time! ^^

Yeaaah, well so basically everything turn crazy since 29th Jan 10 on fri. I went to airport with lynn. We didnt really came earlier and so we didnt have such a great spot. We thought its at t3 but in the end t2. Fuckin alot off ppl and squeezy. they came quite late arnd 10 plus and i swear im tired of standin. It worth the wait though. haha. When they came! yes, everybody gone madness includin me la eh. HAHA! i stand on the trolley infrnt of me and bhind me were like tryin to push dwn my shoulder. LOL! i only get to see jonghyun and key. Feel like I cant believe my eyes baby! :D Key with the furry hoody so coolio but he keep lookin down. Didnt get to see taemin, minho and onew though :/ only frm cyber. When they were about to board the bus, i ran outside and i scream my lungs out till my stomach hurt sia lol! lol of course we both lost each other and get in contact back after they go. Great, they actually came to spore for the first time and im sure they are happpy to see there're truckloads of their fans here :D

Saturday, i went fr double date with ain hady, myself and solihin. We catch 'my ex' at plaza sing. hahah! friggin shockin but the last part kinda nonsensical. I enjoyed the day though, chill arnd for awhile and back hme (:

Tday! 31st Jan 10. I woke up 730am. Actually i set my alarm clock at 5 and then i when back to slp zzz! lol. Quickly rush things. reached Lot1 at 900am. OMO! i was freakin shock when i enter the shopping mall seeing teens runnin and jumpin dwn frm the escalator. Running here and there in the shoppin mall. chaotic ah. crazy fans. For a moment, i think, is this a shoppin mall or an amusement park? Like this shoppin mall turns upside down, seriously. Kesiao. I call up my new friend who i get to knw frm airport and went to level 5 since they are there. There were security guards/police condornin at the escalator tht goes to roof garden. God, i seriously feel like dying squeezin in the crowd and my head went dizzy~ i cant help it but get out frm the crowd and squad one place. Security shouted, go dwn to the first floor and queue? Gosh, my eyes so blurry and my head spinnin. Everybody running like dogs and cats LOL! Zhenzhen keep askin me 'are you okay?' dyou want water?' such a caring girl right. she even waited fr me regardless her friend tht alr rush down to join the queue. Wahlao cant imagine if im alone.. Okay, queue at the bunch of crowd and bought macs. When we were halfway queing, police said, go to the idk which doors to queue? All of us runnin till my halfburger drop down frm my bag hahahhaahh! i stop and look "O.O my burger!" HAHAHAHAHHA! who cares, i keep runnin. LOL! funny like whores runnin! HAhaHa! When frm the staircase and they purposely lock the door on level 5! asshole. My friend tryin to talk to the security.HAHAAHHHAAHAH! it was so hilarious ok and in the end he dont let us in. Dissapointed fans, crowded at the cinemas there. Fuck head! security dont let us in. Everybody were shoutin "drag us in"? hahaha I thought this is open to public and anyone cn see them :/ clearly stated in the net! -.-'

Solihin sis came after thn.. She was tryin to squeeze in to see them. But, no point still cant see! She didnt stays long though. guess she cant stand the crowd too. loL! :D So i was alone, call up zhenzhen and she was infront? I dont want to squeezed infront bcos there are no point or chance of seeing them. No hope at all.. :/ i went to the arcade and see kids playin racing car. LOL! saket hati.

So yeah, cant get to see them :'(((( only 1000 lucky fans tht bought their album, YEAR OF US (Y.O.U) for 60bucks(ya i know crazy right the price?!?!?) get the chance to see them face to face and also get their autograph!! Nah, im forever supportin thm all the way :D Overall, this past two days includin tday, i so love damn very fuckin much. Memories i'll remember.

I hope tomorrow will be a good day. Maybe permin my hair!^ and also, its the first month baby! Fast? ;)

light up

2010-01-28T23:49:00.006+08:00

IM ALL EXCITED FOR TOMORROW. THATS IT BABY ;)

never enough

2010-01-23T22:38:00.004+08:00

i wish i hv the money to go out, spent on pretty stuff.. how sad my life could be :( I want to work, but i know i can't. Yes, thts all in my mind. there're lots of jobs recommended send thru my phne frm kelly service. aww ck tang event just work for 7days and alr get a good pay! best pe?! how i wish la... i hv to sch baby!!!! phew~

I want to watch movies!! omg seems to have alot of interestin movies comiin out^^ next week catchin up my ex :D

is it true tht shinee comin to spore?!!?!?

love is like a hurricane

2010-01-19T21:15:00.001+08:00

im getting sick and lazy of bloggin~ lol

oh! camp was totally fun fun fun! Each activities made us work together, help each other and also RC bonded as a class. Yes, such a good thing. tday theres effective comm, seriously a module tht makes me dozzz off in class :/ common sense isn't it? sighss.... im tired.

I want to perm my hair, like seriously.

linger

2010-01-12T20:32:00.006+08:00

Met the classmatesss :)

So far school funnnnn & fineeee. Welll, of course tired with the long sch hours esp mon&tue ends at 5pm =.='''' Im so not lookin' forward to camp this thurs which held at sdc. I hope it will be a fun one ah. heheh seeing those pixs... somehow it makes me feel scared. scared u might just walk away and go love.. tht is why u see me ignoring everything and act as if nothin happens. I dont wish to think too much. im okay. ilysm dear.

ohh damn tmr PE!! hmph! bah~

right here

2010-01-04T21:00:00.007+08:00

First day in ITE Clementi was awesome though three of us were seperated in different classes. haha! I met a cute buddy in my class :D in someway, we have alot common things to talk about like what we like and stuff. hehe i liokeee! ;)

Overall, today was great. We watched latin performers which was so cool tht i feel like dancing.. played games.. create some dance moves for the cheering part which was so crazy. Haha it was so much fun with crazy yet fun people around.

Well.. so my class is RC. It sounds so weird since its only letters? lol. Right, i want to focus more on the course tht ive choosen :)

such a long day and im tired and i feel dizzy and my forehead feels hot everytime after i eat ~~

01/01/10

2010-01-01T20:42:00.004+08:00

I went cycling at east coast with Solihin ystd. Yes, we spent our night till 2am in the morning there. Hehehee. I can't describe any further how pathetic the fireworks it is.. LOL :D

A new year with a great love. I hope u guys have an awesome new year. I love you.

thank god

2009-12-30T10:32:00.005+08:00

Morninnnnngggg!

i went fr the interview ystd at ite clementi. i met my old old old friends who also apply the same course as me. not expected eh? its been 6years we've been apart. I miss them. I still remember back then when we used to dance together, make a fool out of ourself, laughing our ass out, help one another, hanging out together and this will go on....

yessssss, i woke up by a call from my ex bestfriend, saying she couldnt get.. she was eager to know if i get it or not and ask me to check noowwww so yeah jump off frm bed.

guess what.!?!?!? haha yes, alhamdulillah, i get it. bt sad fr her tho.. hmmm.... wanna make a new year resolution, have some in my mind just havent list out them yet.

jingle all the way

2009-12-24T15:33:00.003+08:00

I've gotten my result and yes, the point i aim below ten came true. lapan ah. tho quite kecewe with my eng C wth hampe :/

Monday, i'll get to know whether i get in my first course, which ite to go to, and when is my first step in ite. I am so not ready fr 2010 or should i say im not ready for ite life?

hmmm later outta town with sis! lol merryy~

and it goes again

2009-12-17T18:34:00.011+08:00

so.. tmorrow will be the day where i'll see some of them jumpin' for joy while some others goes unhappy regardless in giving their best shot.

me(?)

i am so eager to know who will pull it thru in english. Goodluck friends.

two happy kids

2009-12-14T21:19:00.010+08:00

oh yeah, ive met my girl yesterday. we plan to watch zombieland at vivo but since it was m18 and was two rows from the front, we made up our mind and give it a try on newmoon. Hahaha didn't expect the movie was so touching tht it made me burst into tears. LOL. we never even watch twilight and jump to newmoon ahhahaha! but seriously the ending makes me anxious to watch Eclipse. Heheh..

definitely i'll continue the story with her again eh hehe :)

packed our ljs and sat at the rooftop. We laughed and reminisces the memories when we were in school. i've never forgotten each and everyone one of them. takin' pixs with her and laughed hard with some stuff we did tht made us feel so dumb yet happy.

i had an awesome time with her xxxxxxxx love!

make it mine

2009-12-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

today morning, brother just went to serve national service. take care brother.

Ive postpone my shoppin' with sis since she was quite busy and lazy. so eventually we were suppose to go tday yet postpone again. i was too lazy to go out. hHAhahA. Err... probably tomorrroooo hhahhahahhahah!

right.... studded studded studded!!!

domdididomdididomdom

2009-12-05T17:40:00.012+08:00

hoho! i love the vintagey bag i bought. hehhehe

i want bandage skirt.

& pls plsssss... hurry up my shoe fly.....

ive make a list of what i wanna buy. guess tmr out with sista. hahahha shopping eh. seriously i prfr goin' shoppin' with girls thn guys fr some good reason.

haw haw haw

mom doin' pizaaaaaah ;)

omoooooooo

2009-12-01T04:19:00.010+08:00

auwww adorable taemin hehehheh

hhhahhaaha im goin insane while and after watching this sitcom. love how taemin act! hahahaha hes first time ever too cute! he can sing dance act & plays piano how cool ^^^^ and hes mom friggin funnnnyy!! AHAHHAHAHA

and i can watch this again and again. it just makes me happpyyyyyyy! see im goin insane over him lololololllllll

aaahhhhh and when he released his stress by dancing auwwwww i cn go madcowwwwww :D:D:D must watch^^

i'll get it soon

2009-11-24T23:07:00.012+08:00

I WANT THAT OXFORD FLAT!

went intrview tday at raffles
met our workin' friends

dig in marshmallows ice cream^^
when hunting for dresses since tmr jas goin' fr prom
tried out dresses bt nvr buy
when to meet pedroboys
was stunned by how he look
shop around jp walked home..

funky leggings is the new thing?

OH YEAAAAAAA

L.O.L girl -.-

2009-11-20T22:52:00.013+08:00

hah currently been waiting fr ck tang to call and at the same time waitin' fr monday or tuesday. lol hehheh will be gettin' my pay by cheque. run to the bank i tell you. k suckish, i hate one thing call menses. it came so fuckin' early this month. i don't know why bt hell suck aloooooooooott fuckens! bah~

i want ca$hmoney.

fredperrytopshopforever21kedscottononfrenchconnection

mangofossilzarauniqlo~

how nice.

flink?

2009-11-16T22:24:00.006+08:00

tday is the last day of workin'. helped out by shifting stuff here and there, take down this and that. one hall was full with rubbish all around. pheww. workin' mates will definitely be miss. from how we work together and became friends. Daimen, my 'ride me like a JAGUAR' partner will definitely not to be forgotten. heheeh^^ and yeah, of course when we were about to parted off, exchange numbers with one another :)

tmr, interview fr ck tang~

losthreewords

2009-11-12T20:16:00.002+08:00

today is my off day and im slacking home. I get to releks after a straight days of work. hhaha. But! tmr continue again. Goooood, i get to work with my fun fun fun friends again. heheh^^ working can be so fun with funny friends around right. making me laugh uncontrollably infrnt of the customers like a mad woman. LOL kesiao :D

anw, ystd i didn't know tht lynn and jas coming dwn. Yup, they accompanied me for my lunch/dinner. Thnks babes ;)

heard tht theres CK Tangs after this? lol $.$

what you give is what you get

2009-11-03T23:59:00.008+08:00

yeah i will not be rotting home again starting from tomorowrowrowrow~
how nice.

gahh rather work than being a bore in da house. at least i have something to do.

i will get to know my shift tomorow. Hope everything will turn out well. God. Stop fooling me again coz it hurts me, seriously.

my oh my ~

2009-10-31T02:32:00.007+08:00

HAHAHAAHHAHA

Bored. Mom and sister at Thailand. Dad i hv no idea where he go.. and abg not yet back. Left me and iin. Hes asleep and im still wide awake. Mom and sis will be back tonight. hhehe~
Right..

Last thurs is the last day of training and it went smoothly. Till 4th Nov get back to work at Expo where the real sales goin' on. I hope i will not be panic on that particular day.

oh my~
oh my goodness
i
am
friggin
happy
coz

my mom just msg and told me tht she bought fer me clothes and watch ^^

I love my mom! :D

mystery shoppers?

2009-10-28T23:16:00.004+08:00

Slowly, i manage to get it right on my own. Hehe my partner, Si hui, did the packer and we exchange role now and then. Maam Zaleha, the patient and understanding one, had been guiding us for three days. She taught us well and shes a good tutor :) Tomorrow, is our last day of traning. Sadly, we cant see her since shes taking her day off. There will be another tutor guiding us though. Something unexpected thing happen when we were closing down the POS.

Thanks maam leha for buying the four of us chocs and guiding us through the traning. Good thing, she will be coming down to expo and see us. Hoho! xD

All we need is confidence.

so many things so many thinks

2009-10-22T02:02:00.005+08:00

Training later. Seriously, i need to wake up like normal sch days just not to be late. Will be goin' to boon lay after that. And someone bday is comin' eh^^

Guessing what im goin'to give?
Can't wait to get thrown by telors?
Wanting ondeh ondeh?

Mohohoho! I love you so much ;)

haircutz

2009-10-21T23:47:00.004+08:00

Met Jas in the bus. Coincidencely, we both wore green. Haha xD Reached Next saloon and get a haircut. My hair is not layered anymore and its now to straight cut. This time, i have frindge :3 Hehe, went kfc to grab a bite. Back to the saloon at seven fifteen and li cheng did her hair. Waited for her again and the trainee that suppose to do my hair is not around. ahahah me. Lol! They will be doin' the fashion show tmr at Changi. Annnnnnnnnd, tmr training at changi with jasssss! ;D

So much fun and laughter. And babe, just wait for alittle more time and see how it goes. =)

cash money

2009-10-17T22:30:00.006+08:00

Ystd we were late for the briefing. Haha im always the late one. okay ps. We get our tee and namebadge. First time uh. lOL!

After which, went shop or surveying around some stuff at town. Oh, at the ion surprisingly one lady approach behind me and ask weather she cn make a hairdo for us and as wht she said, for no cost! We were like stun for a second. HAhaha. So she introduce herself and shes a hairstylist trainer.

hoho she picked random people walking around the mall and ask to be their model. Hahahhaahh! so yeah, we agreed ^^ I feel like im in a restaurant when i enter the salon. Awesome! and the chair it uses sofa. and good thing also, they serve us drinks. How cool is that? Hahhaaha!

So yeaa.. we spent like 3hours in the salon. First time uh. Waited for li cheng to make her hair and now its preety. Hv lotssa fun with her =) Nex wed my turn cant waitttttt coz saa!

Stay with me, don't go. I love you so much solihin. I didnt mean to lied to u, and im sorry. who's bday comin' eh? hehe ;)

haha! happy deepavali bebey!

i am still

2009-10-13T21:28:00.009+08:00

Interview~ Sadly, not all of us get to work. The training starts on 20th of Oct till the end of Oct. 3 hours of training per day. After which, clarke quay like again eh. Prangai CQ with nani. Sat at spre river. Hahahah! Its funny whn all of a sudden a guy pop out frm-dono-where came and shocked both of us while we were takin' pixs. Superb funny !!!

thinking~

yeaaaaahhhhh

2009-10-10T14:40:00.011+08:00

Aaahhh hes just one coolest kid.
Nlevel, it over. Lets play!
Gonna get wild wild wett
yayy! here i comee!!! ^^

salam lebaran

2009-09-21T22:22:00.007+08:00

Last week 17/09/09, went iftar with ma'am and with our malay students at Arab Street. Some didn't attend though. Haha. Went break-fast together at Amirah's Grill. Actually, at first we went to the wrong one which is Amirali's Grill. BAhahaha how confident we are. Lol.

Right, it was a cafe ala-ala Egyptian with a cosy ambience. I liokee. It was served like a buffet and so we self service. Haha. Kecoh while takin' the food. After which, ma'am need to go to somewhere else while us go to somewhere and took lotsaaaaaa pixs^^ Well.. since sab brought his dslr on tht day.. ape lagi, snapsnapsnap! Wakka! ;D Full with laughters and joyness! Happy moments. I enjoyed v.much.

Olrite, around 10plus we took the train back. Yknw, wherever we go, we will definitely took pixs. Non stop snapping pnye. It turn out to be 300plus pixs. How greaaat! :D At the end of the day, i had lotsa fun and kecohness with fun people =)

and especially to ma'am, a big thank you for the treats^^

Oh yeah y'll ! Selamat Hari Raya ;)

you catch on like a bonfire

2009-09-15T21:19:00.011+08:00

Just finish watching "Take care of your Lady". It was omo dramatic! Sweeet. Hehe. Still have a few episodes to go. It's just that mysoju have not upload the rest yet.

Olrite, my sis bought a yellow paint, wanting to paint our room before this raya. Well yellow? I hv no idea how it will turn out to be.

Today Cpa pratical.. Screwed it.

Off chatting. Bah.

time after time

2009-09-13T02:12:00.022+08:00

Quick review bout yesterday. When to suntec city comex to survey canon dslr cam with Solihin. Gosh, the place was packed since it is having a wide sale. Walk around and round. when to 2nd/3rd level to search for canon. Alas, found it.

Yknw, this dude trick me that he brought nets which he borrowed from his bro and wanted to buy yesterday. But then, i didn't believe him fully though. I knew he would be puling my leg. Ahhahah ;D

Right. After which, when to someplace to break our fast. Ordered tomyam soup, sweet sour chicken and sambal kangkong! Hhahahha. Didn't finish all though. Sorry syng. Ehheh! Of course we were blooted by then. hoho its been awhile eh we've eaten out tgt.

haha, bused to Bl back and walked around jp.
;)

tuesday evening

2009-09-08T17:37:00.003+08:00

Good luck for tomorrow baby.
Do your best.
Don't give up!
Come on, show your cleverness baby.
I know you can do it.

Much loves,
Solihin Chua

crossroads

2009-09-05T23:17:00.008+08:00

First and foremost,

N'lvel is in 2 days time. On mon, it is the first N'lvl paper which is Eng Listening.C & MT paper. Definitely, I will give my best shot for english. The rest that are also taking N's, break a leg or maybe 2 leg. It would be better. lol

Actually i can't believe that we are taking our last examination in secondary life. I can't afford to do badly. I want to get less than 11points to show a good result and also to get in the course that i want.

aiming for # hopefully.

it must be a number less thn 10.

I love the candid boy in the picture. sayang kau! ;)

to the fullest

2009-09-02T21:35:00.012+08:00

Gotten class jersey. Well, small is actually big. but who cares, since we've alrd got it. Paid for class photo and oh my face look retard.

well.. greaat.

I push an old grandma seating on a wheelchair today.

I feel so..... good. Now, i'm goin to give my 100% fullest trust to you. since you really want me to trust you. I trust you. I love you so much solihin. Don't ever leave me. Bear that in mind.

cold

2009-09-01T19:55:00.008+08:00

Yesterday t'chers day. glad to see ma'am smiling by the gifts that we gave.

It's the 1st of September and i still can't believe we are taking our nlevel just nex wk. You see how fast time flies.

I'm not ready for what going to happen next. I'm not ready for everything.

and I'm holding on to the words you say.

saturday night

2009-08-29T23:34:00.006+08:00

Yessssss! this drama getting more and more dramatic. Ggaahaha. You'll get high and low watching this. I just feel like screwing Georgina the Head of the Bitch. Roaaarrrrrrrr

Look how sweet Dan and Serena is? They are perfect together. But then bcoz of the bitch comeback, serena life is in a mess.

Finished season 1. Moving on to season 2 but seriously, it's being such a bitch! Really bitch. Both B and i can't watch. Yknw who i'm referring to. Ehheehheh! ;)

I have no idea why but it doesn't give us the video that we've always watch. So.. can't watch :( Ohh so badly want to know whts gonna happen next!

Tmr, goin to Jp. Yknw B, we'll survey for this. Ahahah. ;D

spotted

2009-08-27T23:36:00.013+08:00

I have been watching ggirl.
and i'm still waiting for it to load.

I'm so obsessed with this drama right now. Hey, chuck, Dan and Nate are bunch of pure hotness and awesome dudes!

aahhh it does made nani and me drool off. oohoo!

Oh, i didn't attend to school today. how great to sleep till the sun shine.

ah yea, my ozone came oozing out when im in bed. so yea, nono fasting ;)

27

xoxo. gossip girl.

hold on

2009-08-26T21:47:00.006+08:00

~ been feeling moodless and down lately.

I'm fine

Well, our class jersey have been comfirm and its addidas. Maroon in colour! I sooo love it! Huhu^^

om! I have yet to complete my ebs worksheet!

get it right

2009-08-23T23:24:00.008+08:00

More and more interesting movie releasing reaaaaaal sooon!! But it will be so wrong timing if i were to catch it at this crucial time.

N level is drawing near..

I must focus more on study right.

Okay.

Tomorrow, there's PE. We'll be playing floorball again. And definitely it will be an exhausting day since i can't drink can't eat. Lol. Hopefully i will not burn it all out.I break my fast with my smartass at ss. Lol. Hopefully we'll get to break-fast together again and surely at some other place~ i love you.

stir a storm

2009-08-21T22:05:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, had a class photo. In fact, not really a class :( Some of them didn't came.

Today plus tomoroe, ptm. Mom came tomorrow since she's workin' today.

As some of you know. My specs broke again. Well.. i didn't actually make a new spec. Only change the lens. It was made at Johor and the frame of the spec is useless i say. So sensitive. And it broke again.. So i will be taking my brand new spec tmr~

i want to cut my hair..~

And tomoroe, its the start of fasting month, which means i need to wake up in the morning to have my 'morning breakfast'(sahur). I have no idea what it is call in english.

Take care my friend. I love you so much solihin. Don't ever leave me.

never eva evaaaa

2009-08-17T23:46:00.008+08:00

1.Okay, school bell is already adjusted to 7.20am exactly. No more 7.25. Haha.

2.Floorball was hyper-madness today.

3.Actually, i didn't expect to get top for Malay. Alhamdullilah.

4.Solihin thought i wanted to kill him with a knife today. Hahhahhaha! Fuckass.

a deeper meaning

2009-08-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

I will not let you win boy.

Just like how we play dance dance revolution..

I will get AA to beat you through.

So what if you win? By 1 mark?

Theres NO big deal about it.

I will prove you wrong.

WORK HARD!

Someone say, " Life is like this, people will use your weakness against you. And then, they will have the chance to lower down your confident."

I still have my confidence.

cheesecake walaaa~

2009-08-09T23:40:00.017+08:00

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

NDP'09 is much more better than the past years. Splendid! I love it!
Upup, the picture when i when to the preview with Nani. hehe^^

LOL. Spore Idol made me laugh my ass off with fool contestants. hahahahaha!

Can't wait to watch it at the big screen wth our 3-D on with him tomoroe hhehhehe

UP

9##### points

2009-08-08T15:50:00.026+08:00

Prelims done.

Yesterday, decorated our classroom with National Day theme. Classroom is much more lively to look at with the flags,heart-shaped and smiley ballons,stars and all. Its pretty. We semangat. I had great time with those madness. Hahhahaaha!

Before we start decorating, we watched the video of the classes that took part in Cultural Expressions. So yea..
We started to vote for the best. Haha still rmbr when we class used to dance it.

Tuesday will be getting our English and Math paper back.
Yes, scaaaryyy~ Pls, engggggg. aahh.

Unexpectedly, Grayson score bloody full marks for Cpa,MCQ's!

LOl maybe this is his bday present for this coming mon.

I beat Solihin in Dance Dance Revolution! Hohohoho! i syng you very much yknw that! ;D

Eh, did you realised yesterday was 070809?

frustrated

2009-08-04T11:22:00.003+08:00

EBS was...... =.='

I didn't manage to finish the paper. I leave alot of questions and its worth more than 10 marks! Yes, drop kick, bitch slap and karate chop me! Urgh :(

Don't wish to talk about it.

Tmr will be Science.

=.="

I have no idea.

prelims

2009-07-29T23:29:00.003+08:00

Yes, today Prelims start. And the first paper was English P1 & P2. Paper 1 was quite challenging but still manage to do it. Paper 2 was fine. I want to get great marks for Eng manzxzxzx.

After the papers, went back homed. And, 2pm need to come back for N LEVEL Malay Oral. I was nervous and was perspiring. This is what i get when i am scared. I start to shiver and all. I was the fourth person. And when i was about to stand up since itts my turn....

*something very so damn extremely embarrassed thing happened*

I was darn paiseh malu lah siol. Seriously ok. Maluuuuuuu. LOll.

I didn't do well for the malay oral. I screwed it all. That was just suck, i guessed. But its over.

Tmr, Math Paper2 & Eng Paper3 which is listening compre. I hope i manage to do it eventhough if its tough.

birthday song

2009-07-28T23:25:00.018+08:00

12am on the dot, solihin called me asked me to get out of my hse. So yes, i rushed out since he asked me to quick. I was surprised to see him carrying a cake with a candle ontop. Hehe, i didn't expect anything actually. And didn't know tht he had plan this. Thats the sweetest thing. I wished and blowed the cute candle. And then, we ate and took pictures. Thank you so much for everything Solihin. Thank you for all your love and concern. I love you so much, solihin. Heheh ;) *oxox*

So yea, went to school like normal, but Mrs Lee and Mr Chia didn't come. So we did our own work. After school, darn my bladder was making a big fuss inside. LOL. So i rshed to the toilet. And went i came dwn, Nani was waiting for me. And she direct me where to walk to canteen. Inside me, 'asl dgn dier?' Ahhahaha! Seriously, its so weird. Lol.

When we was walking going to the place we always sat, i saw Gina,Si Xiang and Solihin were there preparing some stuff. I was surprised to see them preparing a small cake for me. My first impression was the cake is so cute! There was no cam, sadding. I want at least a picture of it! But, its okay i will always remember it. HAhahahaha ;D Thank you so much my friends. I love you all! *oxox*

Thank you so much for all the sweet stuff you all had given me. I am so happy bcoz all the things are what i like, what i want and what i need! HAhahahah! Sweetest thing, i appreciate it alot =) <3

Alright, my Azz and Hidd wanted to meet me. I didn't know that she remembered my bday until after i read her blog. Ohh how sweeet of you and decided to make a mini celebration fr me. Ehehehe. So yea, prepared and meet them at IMM. Met my girlfys and wanted to go to the 'open surface' up there. LOL. But i have no idea what thing was held there.

So, we went to Sembawang. Hidd says, the garden at some place is nice. And yes! The scenery is nice indeed. I liokeee! We ate the cake that she had done specially for me. How sweet of u eh hidd. Nice yknw, aku sukeee! thnks alot! ;D Alright, we camwhored and laughed alot. But soon they need to go home. So we went back and seperate our ways. *oxox* And here i am back blogging this long long post.

I had a great day with my beloved friends and thank you to those who wishes me. These memories will definitely not to be forgotten. ;D

I know this is a blast post. *oxox sweethearts*

sixteen

2009-07-27T23:32:00.008+08:00

Firstly,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SHAFIQ!! my elder brother^^

HAPPY SWEET 16TH AIDELYN!! my sis^^

To Lynn:

I hope you do like what we gave. =) And thank you for the sweet letter (; I hope the best for you in everything tht you do. May your wish come true and work hard for Prelims and N level. All the best and do your best! ;)

Just reached home. Went to catched Harry Potter at Jp with Lynn. Seriously, the movie was damn long... Um, 2 hour plus? The movie was quite boring lol. Ya. I swear i was feeling uncomfortable throughout the movie eventhough we were seated at the last rowww.

After the movie end, we head to 'pondok' which is full with memories.. and we camwhored. Hehe.

Once again, Happy 16th Birthday sis :)

exotic

2009-07-25T02:11:00.022+08:00

Watching ANTM now @ Channel 5. And guess what! My BF, Enrique Iglesias appeared in this cycle. Auuwwwww! The models gonna make a music video with him entitled Tired of being Sorry. I bet Sx and Solihin know this song! LOL. The chicks also get the chance to seduce him and just do the bitch thang! How greaaaaatttt is that! That is the main thing here.

Aaaahhh tkle accept ni! How great is their potential? Ohh Lisa and ambreal had their seducer moves!^^ lol.

How i wish i get to make a music video with him. And i get to ...... hhehehehhe! *in my dreams*

Alright, later on i have MT Oral and yess im not on my bed yet. Hoho! Right after which, Nani & i gonna celebrate Spore. LOL. Thank you so much Nani! Sayang kau!^^ ;D

K, sambong watch~

*ENRIQUE IGLESIAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

just

2009-07-20T22:46:00.014+08:00

School beeen ok. Receive the 8 yrs series math bk. Okay, all we need to do is practice more.. Mrs Lee is going on a fast pace.. I can't ketchup. LOL.

Slow pace...

I love you so much solihin.. I'm sorry.

silence i kill you

2009-07-18T16:01:00.004+08:00

Mendaaaaakk ar. I am craving for Cadbury Black Forest and my favourite potato chip. Someone pleaseee. Hheeheheh! HAaha. Have homeworks to be done. Will be doing later.. maybe at night?

I have not come my menses When will i come?!?!?

I want leg muscle.. But i hate to run! :X

monotonous

2009-07-14T18:53:00.008+08:00

I take my Oral yesterday. Yes, and i am the first one. Of course, i was perspiring and shivering.. Ohhh just dont feel good with tht kind of feeling? Righttt? Well, the reading is abit tough i guess? there are words i wronged pronounced. But i manage to do it. I had done my best. And i hope all my friends too ;)

Now, its time to study. Study hard! Aja aja Fighting !
And greaaaaattttt! Prelim is right after my birthday. Pheww!

Wait, Megan Fox is a man? This is so U.N.B.E.L.I.E.V.A.B.L.E

one day you will know what you really really want

2009-07-10T20:45:00.017+08:00

"Nonsense conversation with the girl"

Me: Eh, asl ni coke cam tkde gas ar?
(I look at the coke and taste again)

Me: Memang tkde gas siak!
(I then stare at nani with my confuse looked ? o.O)

Nani: Kau nak gas ehkk?
(Waiting for her ans)

Nani: Kau gi kentotkn arh!
( Then we both laugh our ass out. I know its stupid, but with this kind of conversation, always makes us laugh, LOL! ;D)

Ahhahahahhahha! Great answer!
AHhahaha! Bt really, the 7 eleven coke no gas. LOL!

I'm takin' my Eng Oral next Mon. I'm the first person yknwwww!!

Aaahhhhhhhh takot takot takot arhhh!!

Confident pleaseee

school in

2009-07-07T00:55:00.006+08:00

Okay, its already 12:59am and im still up. Another more hours i need to get my lazy ass up and get back to school. Aahhhh darn! I'm done with homework. Guess what, i'm not ready for school tomorrow.

Okay as i said, my specs broke. And i made my specs at Johor on Sunday. Will be taking next week. Bought contact lens for the meantime. I don't know how to use it and i'm too scared to touch my eyeball. Ok, i don't know whn will tht round thing stuck inside my eyeball. LOOLLLL! This is my first time in my entire life okaayy.. BbhyhhGAHAHHA!

I need to wake up early bai.

ring your bell sssss

2009-07-03T19:57:00.010+08:00

Great my specs broke!

Yesterday, went fishing with Solihin and Si xiang. Ok right, i didn't fish actually. Just accompany them. So yea, went to Labrador and they start their fish. 3 of us bring our h/w along. Did our stuff there. We took pictures after they fish. HAhaha! Laugh alot with the two ass. haHAHAH! We feeling model on that day. Bahahhah! Solihin photographer or what! LOL.

The fishes there is a smartass one. Alright, off to do homeworks. Way to go Shaa!

HBL

2009-07-01T02:29:00.009+08:00

I have piles of homeworks to do!

This 1 week extend is not good at all people. Homeworks is pulling in. I rather go back to school and study. Geeezz! (Sx fav word. Hehe) Okay, so tmr i will be photostating all the homeworks with Nani and Sx. Now, loads to do, so little time. Will rush all the assignment that must be done! ehglegbrl3gtlerjlhreg;bergn;eregerg3rtl!!

Wathed Transformer with Sx and Nani today. Great movie. I rate 5/5 ;D

Picnic went well last saturday. I had fun. And Gina still have not give me the pixs!

Thank you so much for everything that you had done for me. The album you gave, fill with our memories, reminds me that you care about this relationship, you're serious and i love you so much !!! I didn't expect anything actually. But you make a surprise out of it and i am so touch by how you arrange the photos and you're willing to wash all those photos and make it into album. Lets cherish our happy times together. ILYSM!!! How sweet of you to arrange frm the first picture we take till the last. It makes me love you more DEEP AND DEEPER. I love you so much Solihin. Thank you. ;)

the next day

2009-06-26T21:38:00.002+08:00

A funny movie. Gay band. LOL. Do you have one? Ahhahah! Must watch ;)

Michael Jackson, the King of Pop had pass away. I'm so shocked after my mom told me this morning. Really sad and heartaching to all his beloved ones. His family and his own fans, celebrities. How sadding. "The world has lost one of the greats, but his music will live on forever"

Yeah, i agree. Billie Jeans you not my loverrrrr. Ohh i love tht song ^^

Yes, Beat it too! I sooooo love his cool moonwalk.

Rest in peace.

i'm excited for tomorrow :)

peanut butter jelly please

2009-06-25T04:19:00.014+08:00

The H1N1 is getting more and more bitch. Lol. My mom cute so particular about weather her kids have wash hands or not before eating or after scratching your butt or whatsoever. Ahhahahaa!

Later i'm meeting Nani.(orchid) Ehheh. Gonna watch Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist togethergether at her crib. And i'm sooooooo looking forward to picnic this saturday. :DDD

Cherades eh friends! Huhu.

Time check: 4:19AM

Kay, sleepy eye. Turning in soon right after this.

Gdnight/Gdmorning and xoxo sweet darlings~ ;)

meanwhile

2009-06-23T23:36:00.002+08:00

Alright, so morning when to Math Class. Did some Algebra practice. Yea. Next week school start. Cepat nyee! And yet, I have piles of h/w to be done. So yeah, tmr will be staying at home and complete my hw's and practice Math too.

Yayyyyyyy yayyz! This saturday picnic! ;D

do it do it

2009-06-16T15:42:00.015+08:00

My blog seems to be dead and boring because i didn't update regularly plus i've gt not much fun stories to tell you :( So yah..

So here i am in school updating this dead blog. Nani badly wants me to update! Haha. Yeah, Idelite now. From just now, we've been doing nothing but surf the net! The video can't be import from this comp. Wasting time right? And tmr aftr Math class need to stayback for the vieo thingy.

Yesss. Just create sitemeter with Nani assist. Hehe =)

Who doesn't want extended of school hoolidays? Lol.

Solihin, i love you too boy! ;) I won't betray you. Don't worry. Trust me. I won't leave you because you are the only one i love my boy! Like i said early, I Want YOU & NO ONE ELSE! ;)

never before

2009-06-12T00:03:00.006+08:00

???

Eating small flower2 marshmallows. Its cute yknw.

Creative mind.

I need to start doing holiday assignments and study.

Tweet tweet

2009-06-08T21:04:00.016+08:00

"Happiness is an attitude. We either make ourselves miserable, or happy and strong. The amount of work is the same."

(taken from tumblr)

Okay, i blog two times today. I don't know why. LOL. And yeah just create twitter =)
Today IT overall was a happy day indeed. I was wrong, i thought it would be dreadful and bored since its 7 hrs.

Alright, so we need to make a movie. Did the storyboard and scripts with peanut and jelly. Yeah, we are in the same group! Eheh! :D Tmr, jelly and i will be acting. Peanut will be doing the video recording. Ahhahhah! Woohoo! Now where's the script? HAHAHHAhA!

Ooo get ready for my high heels and dresses for display. Lol.

Smiling sweethearts!

2009-06-08T19:59:00.009+08:00

Oh so true.

“ You give me butterflies. Not the bad butterflies, but the ones I love to hate because they’re from you. When you smile, I smile. My god, just the thought of you makes me smile… Oh, it’s one in the morning and I can’t stop thinking of you. I still don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad thing. But as of right now, it doesn’t even matter to me because thinking about you has brought nothing but smiles across my face. I think you are completely and utterly amazing… I wish I could tell you all this, I really do. But I’m too shy for my own good."

(taken frm tumblr. Huhu sweet!)

Alrights, no words could describe how happy i am when i take take him at the airport. Yeah, i gte to meet him again. I'm smiling like mad. And i miss him so much after all the lonely nights he's not there for me, by my side and nvr see his face. I love you so much solihin. I'm glad you're back so soon! Hehe! =)

i want to

2009-06-05T15:32:00.010+08:00

Aaaahhhhhh yesyesyesyesyes!

(LOL i'm lovin the msn soundclip ahHAHA)

Guess who's coming back tmr?

And i can't wait to meet him at the airport with Faz.

woo-hoo-hoooooo!

smiling.

come back soon

2009-06-02T22:05:00.014+08:00

Did holiday assignment.
Crapped alot, i say.

I don't how to put my feelings into words.

Someday, i should just go to the library alone. Come back soon my love. I really hope you cn cm bck on 10June. I don't know hw the situation there. I wish i could feel how terribly u feel there. Just bear alittle more. Take care of yourself Solihin. I miss you, your smile and your laugh. And i need your hug. You are my man, solihin. I love you so much.

each day

2009-06-01T14:01:00.009+08:00

Its 1st June.
Science class today.
Sx is out of mind today.
But as always, he nvr fail to make me laugh
with his fuckin' bitchy jokes.
Lol.

Tmr will be getting back my result slip.
Will be taking with my mom in the morning.

Tmr will be going out doin' holiday assignment with
my bitches.

I want to hold you.
I will always miss you...

i wish, i could

2009-05-30T11:44:00.011+08:00

Helllooooooooooooooo NANIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!! Your'e beside me in the comp lab. Others in the next lab and Heng didn't even bother to called us. LOL! but next week surely our turn to help those parents with computer basics.

I'm hungry. I know you too. You can hear my stomach groaning from just nw. LOL!!! Freaking hungry arh. i love youuuuuu! *slap sx face*

I want to buy my favourite kropok later on. Hahahahaha. mcm biase jgk.. hehehe!

Okay,bored.

I love you.

saranghae

2009-05-29T23:13:00.007+08:00

Our class has done good job for OCU. Haha.

I have not receive my result slip yet. Ma'am gonna meet my mom on the 2nd June. I failed my math & Sci :(

Congrats to those top 10!

tmr cpa class.

....

I will miss your smell. I want the midnight calls.

timeless

2009-05-28T23:36:00.004+08:00

Watched Night at the Museum at Cathay with my favourite boy. Hahahaha the movie damn hilarious man! Funny siak. LOL. Make me laugh my boobs out. LOL!

Everything is his treat. Thank you so much solihin. Thank you for everything. =)

Tomorrow you will be leaving for 1 month and i'm so sad. 1 month without you :(

I'm going to miss you badly. Take care of yourself there. I love you so much solihin.

Unbelievable

2009-05-27T20:59:00.002+08:00

Smile!

I'm bored. Tmr gonna watch Night at the Museum with fav boy^^

till then...

right

2009-05-26T20:48:00.015+08:00

School was pretty okay. Going through the papers..

All of us get a pen from Mr Ramesh. Pen that looks so cool shaped like toothpaste. Lol. At first i thought it was a glue or something that can eat. Ahahhahaha. So yea open is a pen actually. Lol.

......

on a sad note, Solihin my favourite boy will be away for 1 month during this june holiday (!!!) Hais... i'm gonna miss you so much boy.

Take care of yourself and have a safe journey there and also back.
I love you so much solihin. Will be boring without you. I want to spent this june holiday with you but we can't :'(
:(

i've tried my best

2009-05-25T17:58:00.010+08:00

Results out except for malay.

Seriously,

Don't wish to talk about my results.
I want to work hard for Prelims.
That's it.

I want to box someone hard on the face.
I want money $_$
I want to add 3 marks on my Cpa paper.
I want to add 2 marks on my Science paper.
Then i will be dancing naked around my hse.

Now, i'm hungry.

Okay i'm not out of my mind.

from what i heard

2009-05-24T18:28:00.003+08:00

Outing with classmates at East Coast is not bad.

Not again, going to Johor later on.

Gonna

2009-05-21T23:45:00.010+08:00

Mid yr is finally over. But still, have Prelims to come..

English P3 is okay. Tmr, East Coast!

BBQ-ing, cyling, swim. Maybe?

My mom gonna marinade the chicken tonight. Neeed to wake up early tmr. LOL. Coz everytime i sure late. So yess. I have few wake up call lines for me tmr. Teehee.

Congrats to Kris Allen for being the next American Idol.

:)

Last

2009-05-20T17:53:00.008+08:00

Finally,

Just
one
more
paper
to
go.

One more.

Only
one.

And i'm going to god damn make it through.

a bit

2009-05-18T11:28:00.003+08:00

why not?

wouldn't make a difference.

on a sad note, my hp was confiscated during exam period.

my hp?? NO!!! its my bro hp! yes my bro hp!!! and i really feel suck now. after losing his sim card, now this.

People can just shoot me down now can? Nowadays..

Math paper2? Umm... (??)

Happy 19th Birthday Chin Yee Xiong.

and you'll be smiling back at me

2009-05-16T17:38:00.016+08:00

Kindness solves problem ok hhahahahha

Heard from nani that only 2 girl pass math. How pathetic is that. Sudah guarentee fail P1.
GOD DAMMNIT

Didn't watch with them Manu vs Arsenal at Clarke quay. Mom just don't let me go out ykno. Nah, arsenal cn go suckballs. Whoops, sry arsenal fans. Coz i'm supporting MANU

GLORY GLORY GLORY !!!

boohoohahahaha

Everythin' gonna be alright

2009-05-15T16:18:00.021+08:00

Thought of sleepin actually. But i didn't. So yah, spending my time changing to this blogskin.

Oh darn today.
I'm late again. The bell rang early from now on. So i must f. wake up early and bath faster. LOL

Eng P2 overall can do it. After it end, all go mac and eat morning breakfast. Next mon Math paper 2. Mampos. Spend the weekend nights studying~

Later goin to sheng siong with Lynn to buy somethin. brownie? Is it? Or..? I dunch know. We'll be baking it tonight at my place. For moooooooooooon^^

bwaahahahsyhah

SUCK

2009-05-14T22:54:00.009+08:00

I rot at home today by playin Dance&Revolution and NeedforSpeed. These days been playin PS2. Haha. Sry Gina & Nani can't accompany you both to Vivo. I can't go out.

I lost my bro sim card. Feel terribly bad, guilty about it. I suck.
Don't know how to take care things properly :(

I don't want this thing to happen but it keep happen to me :-(

Tmr, Eng P2. 4Aspire, do your best and all the best.

God Bless Me.

Dckhead!

2009-05-13T14:41:00.012+08:00

Yesterday, Science was disasterous. I'm gonna flunk it.

Screw science ok?

Okay.

Today Math P1. At first was alright. As i was doing through, it gets

hard.

I dunch know.

I want to sleeeeep.

May peace be upon you.

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-10T16:00:00.006+08:00

It's Mother's Day and yesterday my family and cousins from my mom side celebrated it at East Coast chalet. Didn't go study with them. Sorry Nani for the last min. Can't accompany you :(

Reach there. Bbq-ing/eat/watch tv and play around with kanak2 strawberry there. They were so kecoh seriously. But cute. LOL

Reached home around 1.30am. Gave my mom the Ma'am give us that thing. And she says, thank you very much.

I love you so much mom. Thank you for everything that you have done for me and the rest of your 3 children. You are the BEST!

Happy Mother's Day to all Momma's out there!

*WiNKs*

2009-05-09T11:19:00.002+08:00

Aaaahhhhhhhh *yawning*

Yes, i woke up early tday. and just made myself nescafe. Haha. I just feel like waking up early. LOL. Wht a reason.

Later will be going Mac study with classmates.

Double the horrible

2009-05-08T00:12:00.006+08:00

PE, did 2.4 run. Well, Nani,Lynn and i were the last to arrived. How great is that? Nahh, we hate running so fuck cares. Oops. :X But still, we need to retest to those who fail like us. Hahaha.

Ebs coursework totally SUCK. I don't know what am i doing. I was stressing my brain infront of the comp. Like F! Some info i didn't manage to get and yes, i don't care any longer. Just fuck it.

Mid Yr next week. Must study and start revising.

Maybe sooner or later i will really turn

MAD!

serious shitt ar.

(sorry for the badwords in this post :X)

episode 43

2009-05-06T21:40:00.009+08:00

Thank you for your love & concern.
I love you so much solihin.

to do

2009-05-06T20:55:00.011+08:00

Many things need to be done.

1. Coursework is getting on my nerves.

2. Maths is killing me. Alot of chapter/topic need to remember. (16 formulaes?)

3. Mid yeaaaaaarrrrrr!!!! ROAR ! Time is passing tooooo fast fast fast ! STUDY!

Yes, Life Tough.

$.$

2009-05-03T21:24:00.002+08:00

Mid year is coming real soon.
Ebs coursework need to be done by thurs. (totally scuk)
Next week, sun is Mother's Day

This week, plan to save $$

Labour Day

2009-05-01T22:30:00.006+08:00

1st May

Just came back from Solihin bro wedding. I came late at 5pm. Adrian,Indra,Lionel,Si xiang,Sabda were there first. I was so paiseh bcoz lotsza people attend to their wedding. Met his mom first and then his sister =)

Inside, was like beating like a drum but outside i act cool only. Hahahahahaha! Yesyes yknw. LOL

All of us eat together. And i saw his father. I told him that his father handsome. Haha. After eating, when to a nearby block and chit chats for awhile.

Home sweet home.

Closer

2009-04-30T21:05:00.013+08:00

You never fail to make me smile back when i'm down. I feel so bless to have you in my life. You are there for me when i need you. How sweet of you. and....

Loving you more and more each day, is what i've always wanted.

♥ I love you and thats true ♥

Tmr, no school.

I will be going to Soihin's brother wedding.

=)